unban appeal

[ptaqTHEGREATEST]

Dear staff and fellow smolderforgers,
Considering the latest behavior of mine, I understand if you choose to delete my post or to simply ignore it.
However to those who have a minute of spare time, you may have a better understanding of my mindset after reading this. I also do apologize for the grammatic mistakes as I am not a native English speaker. Please bear with me.

First I want to give you the apologies as sincere as an innocent child giving his father the last good nights not knowing that the man who not so many days ago taught him ride a bicycle will not be in the kitchen in the morning making pancakes.

I have been told that I am banned due my in-game behavior, harassment and the continuous mute evasion.
As a normal guy in my twenties, I do not possess too much experience from life nor understand the human mind enough to reason my own behavior. One could say the way I acted is due the family issues or the lack of social relationships. Well those people may be right and I am by no means here to protect myself, but what I want you to keep in your minds is that life is a journey and with enough will, even I can change.

My point being here is that I truly understand the consequences and your perspective to my situation but I insist you to consider giving me a second chance. I have hit the rock bottom and from here I can only go to the better direction. The time I sacrificed to this post and the fact I am willing to do anything to be a part of this community shows that my heart belongs to Smolderforge. Servers rise, shine and eventually fall but my loyalty to this server is permanent.

If you choose to not give me a second chance, I want to thank you Henhouse and the staff for the time I spent here. To all the players, I never intended to hurt any of you and if I could, I would take all the bad words and actions back.

Sorry if this post sounded cheesy to you. I usually do not open my heart like this.

From the deepest of my heart, your Ptaq.

[Neo]

ptaq is a good player and good person if you get to know him, he should get a chance , its really bad to lose some ppl like him

[mirok]

From my point of view I considered that Ptaq has been punished with strongly methods for a simple reason like being disrespectful with the community.
That is why I think he deserves a second chance.

[Irwikatti]

I agree with Neo and Mirok. Considering he is actually a good guy and an active player he deserves a second chance. Btw there have been and still are persons far worse than him who never got punished.

[Lelol]

Even though Ptaq has been toxic to people on the server, but also me in the past. I think he deserves a another chance. Him creating this thread shows at least some self-awareness of his behaviour and probably willingness to improve.

Toxic players are not good for the population at all, so improvements would have to be made from Ptaq's side if he were to be given another chance.

[Pastorblastr]

Honestly, I think the fact he's even willing to try and change is merit enough. Few people here are willing to change their behavior, even when met with bans.
Also an issue, with how low the population is, we cannot afford to lose anymore skilled players.

Besides, banning for being toxic? Have you spoken to the arena community or read /4? Ptaq is as mild as a disney flick by comparison.

[Terezi]

Honestly, I think the fact he's even willing to try and change is merit enough. Few people here are willing to change their behavior, even when met with bans.
Also an issue, with how low the population is, we cannot afford to lose anymore skilled players.

Besides, banning for being toxic? Have you spoken to the arena community or read /4? Ptaq is as mild as a disney flick by comparison.

[Tonkica]

Ok,I see that he is aware of the mistake he made and in mi opinion everybody deserves a 2nd chance.He is a good player and I am sure that he won´t do it again.

[Kez]

Yea please unban him :(((( i miss him so hard, he got punished soooooo hard by staff ;( idk how to live without him on SF

[Discyo]

"Servers rise, shine and eventually fall but my loyalty to this server is permanent."

ptaqTHEGREATEST Oct 10

stop wasting ur time to play here ;]

Just my two cents.