People Forgot What I Did (Ruuren)
Posted: 04 Sep 2013, 15:04
I'm Thankful, I'm Blessed, I'm Happy, I'm thinking how I did deserve this all, what I ever imagined became true. - Biggest Star In Smolderforge.
One month ago I decided to get rid of Smolderforge, because I thought that justice hadn't happened. I acknowledged that GM's wanted to get me out of Smolderforge because I was the reason for all the problems. After reporting that I'm going to stop playing permanently, my fans, my real friends told me: "Ruuren are you really giving up so easily after all of this? You were a rolemodel for all of us, you showed us that dreams can become true. You were so much more than just a player. You lived your dream.
I was so touched by these words that I'm ready to try again. I finally have a purpose for my life, this is my mission here.
"When they look at me, I so badly want to be who they see"
Just recently I realized how big player I was, more than just a player, and how valuable I am for this server. People say that they couldn't imagine the future of Smolderforge without me. I've brought so much joy for all of you but don't forget how much I've done for making all this happen. I've dedicated a year of my life for all of us. I deserve some respect. This has been a great experience for me and for all of us and I hope this journey would continue.
I know that I'm not supposed to complain, but about one month ago I was being muted for next 7 years because my earlier behaviour wasn't acceptable. Henhouse, I hope that you understand this punishment is too harsh. All I did was entertaining people, I did nothing wrong, and you know it. Also I hope someday you could understand that players are the reason why this server is up, not the Game Masters.
“He said 'sorry,' They all fucking say sorry...Sorry is a word, it fixes nothing; it just makes the perpetrator feel a little less like the arsehole he is.”
I don't wanna apologize, I don't wanna complain, only thing that I can now do is wait. Its all up to Henhouse now. It's his choice that does he want to get me back to Smolderforge. I haven't changed at all; I'm just not the person you want me to be. I'm still the same Ruuren, the Ruuren that people used to love. I can't act anybody else than myself. Only thing that I can assure is that my intention was never cause any bad for Smolderforge. I love Smolderforge as much as you Henhouse, if that's not enough for you then we both know that there is nothing to do about it.
One month ago I decided to get rid of Smolderforge, because I thought that justice hadn't happened. I acknowledged that GM's wanted to get me out of Smolderforge because I was the reason for all the problems. After reporting that I'm going to stop playing permanently, my fans, my real friends told me: "Ruuren are you really giving up so easily after all of this? You were a rolemodel for all of us, you showed us that dreams can become true. You were so much more than just a player. You lived your dream.
I was so touched by these words that I'm ready to try again. I finally have a purpose for my life, this is my mission here.
"When they look at me, I so badly want to be who they see"
Just recently I realized how big player I was, more than just a player, and how valuable I am for this server. People say that they couldn't imagine the future of Smolderforge without me. I've brought so much joy for all of you but don't forget how much I've done for making all this happen. I've dedicated a year of my life for all of us. I deserve some respect. This has been a great experience for me and for all of us and I hope this journey would continue.
I know that I'm not supposed to complain, but about one month ago I was being muted for next 7 years because my earlier behaviour wasn't acceptable. Henhouse, I hope that you understand this punishment is too harsh. All I did was entertaining people, I did nothing wrong, and you know it. Also I hope someday you could understand that players are the reason why this server is up, not the Game Masters.
“He said 'sorry,' They all fucking say sorry...Sorry is a word, it fixes nothing; it just makes the perpetrator feel a little less like the arsehole he is.”
I don't wanna apologize, I don't wanna complain, only thing that I can now do is wait. Its all up to Henhouse now. It's his choice that does he want to get me back to Smolderforge. I haven't changed at all; I'm just not the person you want me to be. I'm still the same Ruuren, the Ruuren that people used to love. I can't act anybody else than myself. Only thing that I can assure is that my intention was never cause any bad for Smolderforge. I love Smolderforge as much as you Henhouse, if that's not enough for you then we both know that there is nothing to do about it.
