The One Man's Fight Has Faced It's End (Ruuren)
Posted: 04 Aug 2013, 16:22
"DON'T REGRET ANYTHING YOU DO, CAUSE IN THE END IT MAKES YOU WHO YOU ARE."
One man's fight has unfortunately faced it's end. I've tried to understand this situation for few days. I've lost the battle in SF. My ruthless battle lasted for one year, it was pretty unique journey and now I can safely end it while I know that I became the Legend of Smolderforge. Unfortunately GMs took justice into their own hands and I still can't understand why GMs saw that I was the reason for bad atmosphere in SF.
Since I'm now banned, I hope that there could be some brave player to follow my footsteps, who won't let GMs dominate. Smolderforge is going to need another strong person, but I doubt that there isn't anyone like me who could fight alone against Smolderforge, nobody ever accepted me in Smolderforge, but I still lasted in this battle against everyone for one year, it was unique.
I never had an intension to hurt Smolderforge, but I was understood incorrectly and I can proudly say that I made Smolderforge a better place than it was before I started playing in this server. But the expectations for me were too high, as was the mission, and I have to admit – I failed. I was not the right person to save the Smolderforge. It was a surprise to me that people expected me alone to entertain the whole server. I tried my best, unfortunately GMs ruined it. Every time I tried to say something in LFG chat, I received warnings from the GMs. I had no freedom of speech. Nobody really knew in what kind of conditions I had to play my last month in Smolderforge before I was banned permanently.
At last Henhouse: I was privileged that I got an opportunity to meet you and to deal with you this whole year. And although people are always talking shit about you, I hope that you will never surrender. You are a great person who deserves only good, and I'm hoping that I could be dealing with you in the future. My words are not enough to express how sorry I'm for everything that I caused. You tried your best to keep me playing in Smolderforge, but unfortunately I made it impossible myself.
- With Love Ruuren, (My Time Is Over Now)
One man's fight has unfortunately faced it's end. I've tried to understand this situation for few days. I've lost the battle in SF. My ruthless battle lasted for one year, it was pretty unique journey and now I can safely end it while I know that I became the Legend of Smolderforge. Unfortunately GMs took justice into their own hands and I still can't understand why GMs saw that I was the reason for bad atmosphere in SF.
Since I'm now banned, I hope that there could be some brave player to follow my footsteps, who won't let GMs dominate. Smolderforge is going to need another strong person, but I doubt that there isn't anyone like me who could fight alone against Smolderforge, nobody ever accepted me in Smolderforge, but I still lasted in this battle against everyone for one year, it was unique.
I never had an intension to hurt Smolderforge, but I was understood incorrectly and I can proudly say that I made Smolderforge a better place than it was before I started playing in this server. But the expectations for me were too high, as was the mission, and I have to admit – I failed. I was not the right person to save the Smolderforge. It was a surprise to me that people expected me alone to entertain the whole server. I tried my best, unfortunately GMs ruined it. Every time I tried to say something in LFG chat, I received warnings from the GMs. I had no freedom of speech. Nobody really knew in what kind of conditions I had to play my last month in Smolderforge before I was banned permanently.
At last Henhouse: I was privileged that I got an opportunity to meet you and to deal with you this whole year. And although people are always talking shit about you, I hope that you will never surrender. You are a great person who deserves only good, and I'm hoping that I could be dealing with you in the future. My words are not enough to express how sorry I'm for everything that I caused. You tried your best to keep me playing in Smolderforge, but unfortunately I made it impossible myself.
- With Love Ruuren, (My Time Is Over Now)